7/24/2009
the xiao jih smile...
later, i'll be home again.. awaiting for that precious smile of my child... and his cries... hahaha...
7/22/2009
alone...
i just want to live a HAPPY life... HAPPY meaning they are HAPPY... they are OKAY... and that they don't hurt one another... and that, they make things RIGHT...
now, i'm forced to make a decision... i have to leave (again), but this time to make my family better... my own family... i don't want xiao jih to see the things underneath this "HAPPY" family...
we are not the worst family, but then i feel like this... i just feel we're stucked to the OLD US... that's why i have to leave... i have to make things RIGHT...
and i have to do this ALONE...
(sooo much drama for yet another update after several months of MIA, bwahahaha!)
12/31/2008
Goodbye 2008...
Whew… It has been a long time. I’m sorry that I haven’t posted for a while, I mean for a long time. A lot has happened this year and it has been a memorable year.
2008 was a year of new life. Since last year, I came back to my real love, Jollibee. And ever since, I’ve been enjoying my stay in this company. It is hard work really, but then if you really love what you’re doing, you’ll never grow weary… well, hopefully. Haha! Well, enough about work. What else happened? Oooh… the big thing! I got married and I had the best thing in my life… Julio Marcus Medalla last 080808. He is everything to me, and ofcourse pangit… Hehe. I And yeah, I came back to DAVAO.
2008 was a year of new life. Since last year, I came back to my real love, Jollibee. And ever since, I’ve been enjoying my stay in this company. It is hard work really, but then if you really love what you’re doing, you’ll never grow weary… well, hopefully. Haha! Well, enough about work. What else happened? Oooh… the big thing! I got married and I had the best thing in my life… Julio Marcus Medalla last 080808. He is everything to me, and ofcourse pangit… Hehe. I And yeah, I came back to DAVAO.
So many things happened, I actually wanna share them all. But then, I lack time. Busy, busy, busy…as a bee. Basta, I am happy…Sooooo happy indeed, with the best things in my life, with the people I love…in one of my best years! 2008 goodbye…. It has been a fruitful and wonderful year. Thank you Lord!
9/20/2007
alang magawa...
ayun lang muna update ko..sayang kc oras...hehehe...upload pa ako mga pics..check niyo na lang multiply and friendster kow...oki?
GOD bless....
9/11/2007
sandara in korea...
yehey sandara fanatics... new pics from sandy...pls. go to my multiply site to check it...
9/10/2007
moving on????
asus ang emote naman ng pics ko....hahaha.... kaloka...nagtitiis na lamang ako sa paint kasi wala akong photoshop!huhuhu...
moving on daw?well, yes i'm moving on...ang daming tanong ng mga peeps sa akin for the past days? why did i quit? what will happen to me? what are my plans? will i go back to davao? ehem... first, why quit? because it was not what i happened... call center was not my sanctuary, not a hideaway, not a comfort zone...and i was not happy... many asked? huh? is not being happy not a good answer? i did not want to work for someting that i did not find fulfillment or satisfaction... i don't what the company paying me just because i'm taking calls... it was not worth it... well, that was for me... nonetheless, I'M VERY PROUD of the many call center agents who have stayed and endured and loved the industry... they are like OFW's... they are new heroes... kudos to all of you... especially to my batchmates EC97A... i'll miss you guys...
next question... what will happen to me? what are my plans? will go back to durian city? no, i won't be going home yet... it really depends on what will happen next...as for now i do not know what will happen to me... it's a risk i had to take... it doesn't mean that i'm not doing anything... i am doing my very best no!hehehe... as well as enjoying the fact that for the past 6 years this is the first time that i did not have to worry about school or work... and i'm thankful, happy and i feel free...
well that's it... i'm moving on... and i'm hopeful... and i have faith that i'll find my peace and achieve my dreams....bwehehehe...
8/30/2007
missing...
i just quit my job... because...because... hehehe... do i have to explain? i dont think so...hehhee..well, kudos to my batchmates and to the rest of the call center agents who are trying to deal with different kinds of people... i'm proud of u guys, i salute you for being so persevering and hardworking... how i wish i could last... but maybe this is not my world anymore... i must move on...
well, anyways...i'm now back to zero... and im trying my luck (if there such a thing is) in different jobs... but then how i wish i'll get that dream career of mine...let's cross our fingers for that...hohoho!!!
i wanna do so many things, but i dont know where to begin and how to begin... i missed so many things, but i dont know if i can still do the same things or experience the same things...
just one month ago, my bf told me that he missed my "SMILE"...and i asked, why? am i not smiling the same way i did back then? and he said yes... am i not? well, it shows... you can hide the tears but you can never hide the pain and loneliness... (churva)...
what am i missing LORD? obviously, i miss home... i miss ma, pa, chin,chelly and daryll... i miss my friends... i miss college... i miss making videos... i miss taking pics... i miss photoshop... i miss blogging... i miss pexing... i miss youtube...movies, TV, mama's cooking, davao, sandara, rain, mike he, and even my pangit who's now here with me....and i do think i miss the old me... the old happy me... the old fighter and risk taker...
well, this is the real world... i mean the REAL WORLDLY WORLD... hehehe...and im in cebu...and there are a lot of things i cannot do because...well just because....
i'm not okay,right? are you feling my insanity??? hehehe...
that's it for now... i hope i can blog more....i want to blog more!!!!
miss you guys!!!(i think i'll have to close the multiply site...i've got to think about it)....
CIAO!
